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To start of this entry here is a song:
Here I am, take me
It's easier to give in.
Some people mistake me
They only hear what they wanna hear, yeah.
If you're losing sleep
Forgive me
I just can't keep pretending.
Packin' my bags 'cause I don't wanna be
The only one who's drowning in their misery
And I'll take that chance, cuz I just wanna break
And I won't look back and wonder how it's supposed to be.
How it's supposed to be.
There's a prison and a window
That lets the light leak in.
I wish you would let me.
You feel the water, but do you swim?
And it's only me
Empty handed
With a childish grin
And a camera.
Packin' my bags 'cause I don't wanna be
The only one who's drowning in their misery
And I'll take that chance, cuz I just wanna break
And I won't look back and wonder how it's supposed to be.
How it's supposed to be
Lada, duda, duda, duda, duda
Lada, duda, duda, duda, dayiyayi
Lada, duda, duda, duda, dayiyayi,
Lada, duda, duda (x2)
Packin' my bags 'cause I don't wanna be
The only one who's drowning in their misery
And I'll take that chance, cuz I just wanna break
And I won't look back and wonder how it's supposed to be.
How it's supposed to be
Lada, duda, duda, duda, duda
Lada, duda, duda, duda, dayiyayi
Lada, duda, duda, duda, dayiyayi,
Lada, duda, duda
Packin' my bags 'cause I don't wanna be
The only one who's drowning in their misery
And I'll take that chance, cuz I just wanna break
And I won't look back and wonder how it's supposed to be.
How it's supposed to be
-empty handed((michelle branch))
Well I broke up with him and I feel so bad, but I couldn't live a lie. I had to start somewhere right? I fell for another guy...yes I am the bitch I guess. Why is it that your emotions do what they want and you can't do anything to stop them. I care for him still just not that way anymore. I have made him miserable I think, turned his world upside down. It is all my fault...all my fault. I only want him to be happy still because he is my friend and I know he would only want the same for me. He is a sweet guy, but just not the guy for me right now. Thanks to people like Natalie, Vanessa, Byron, and Sammy. They all helped me in a way and I only hope he has friends who can help him like I was helped because I lost a big part of me that I will have to mend. So Greg if your reading this I am so sorry. I apologize beyond belief, but you deserve the truth. Plus you only desere the best. |
>>me trying to stay awake from uber studying overload in the brain<<
Ummm...my bird has stopped the whole scratching phase yay! 
So no more scratches for lexie. Actually I think I am going to go study in the library for finals today because that is just how boring it is. So yeah that is all I have planned for today. If you want to do something today you should im me. dreaminzofyoo. We can have mucho fun...haha yeah right! 
